welp here's my update of the year:
down to pennies in the bank, no job in sight, handing out resumes like it's my job, my knees are worn out from praying, and heart is heavy.
I'm feeling the strain of a broken economy. I'm trying to keep my head afloat, but it's hard. I just wish I could find some hope and not the cheesy christmas card hope.. but the hey, you have a job hope. hope.
on top of all this i received a speeding ticket in a spead trap on mayfield and if any one knows mayfield they understand... (every block it goes from 35 to 25) and i was clocked 37 in 25.... where it jsut turned from 35 to 25.... what is better about this is the fact that I can't just pay it.. i have to go to court and stand before a judge because this is the fourth moving violation within 12 months (two i can attest.. yes i was speading) this one and another there is more to it.
I just want to be away from cleveland... it's just that i don't know where to go.. i have nothing anywhere else... i mean there is nothing waiting and i'm getting so tired of trying to make opportunities happen. However I guess thats just what you do.
so there you go megs.. my update :)
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